Again I find myself wondering why I do and say what I do.
It's never really what's running around inside my head. That's the shit I keep under lock and key. That's the shit I don't want people to know cause I am afraid of losing them or even a part of me.
There are days that go by and all I want to do is sleep, there are days that as they go by all I want to do is scream so loud that it hurts my own ears. I think that everyone has had a day like that, hell maybe even 2 days like that. Someday maybe I will get the guts to say what I am really thinking and not give a damn about what I will lose or who it will hurt...
